[ all of his favorite people really are annoying in some degrees somehow... ]
Yeah, that's pretty much it. [ he is in fact a little baby teenager worried what other little baby teenagers will think, thank you. ] I'm... a little more okay admitting it to people here, but I need to be more comfortable thinking about it there before I try, I think. Otherwise it's just gonna be bad for everybody.
[ he does appreciate the offer though, thank you, tobari. ]
I still don't entirely know how to thank you for that. I'm still getting used to actually doing this. [ sometimes you really do just kind of have a realization one day that all of your friendships were shallow as fuck and you've never actually had deep conversations in your life before meeting your current friends. ] And before you say I don't have to, shut up, I want to. Besides paying you in noodles.
I thought it was important for you to see something nice. [ given the state of itehari. ]
I'm doing my best. [ and it helps when his own shit isn't bogging him down, because it means he can push himself forward to help other people. this will also be helpful when he loses his ability to talk a few days later. ] It's one of those things I think we could all stand to remember. That things aren't one-sided, I mean.
... I kinda wish you'd been here from the beginning, but better late than never.
[ nods along in his agreement even if he finds it endearing.
except hm. ah? hm. ]
... you know, I think that's my cue to go to bed. [ like yes, probably, but also please he wants to die even thinking about this. he will thank tobari later maybe. ]
[ he's at least polite enough to grab his own trash before slinging his guitar over his shoulder and collecting his cat. this is his now... even if it looks annoyed to leave the warm comfort of tobari's lap. ]
... thanks again, man.
[ and there's a bow of his head before he's letting himself out and scuttling off. good night tobari. ]
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Yeah, that's pretty much it. [ he is in fact a little baby teenager worried what other little baby teenagers will think, thank you. ] I'm... a little more okay admitting it to people here, but I need to be more comfortable thinking about it there before I try, I think. Otherwise it's just gonna be bad for everybody.
[ he does appreciate the offer though, thank you, tobari. ]
I still don't entirely know how to thank you for that. I'm still getting used to actually doing this. [ sometimes you really do just kind of have a realization one day that all of your friendships were shallow as fuck and you've never actually had deep conversations in your life before meeting your current friends. ] And before you say I don't have to, shut up, I want to. Besides paying you in noodles.
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You shared a piece of your home with me. That's plenty.
[ but he does sort of get it. there's an urge to repay the people who take care of you. ]
Just don't lose heart and keep doing what you're doing to help others. If I can take some weight off your shoulders, that's just me doing my part too.
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I'm doing my best. [ and it helps when his own shit isn't bogging him down, because it means he can push himself forward to help other people. this will also be helpful when he loses his ability to talk a few days later. ] It's one of those things I think we could all stand to remember. That things aren't one-sided, I mean.
... I kinda wish you'd been here from the beginning, but better late than never.
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so cute that tobari kind of just has to say, ]
But then I would've had to meet Elysium earlier?
[ no he's just dunking on him for fun ]
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[ sorry, cuteness over. annoying time now. just makes an assumption. ]
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[ BE NICE TO ELYSIUM ]
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I don't wanna know what he's said to you, do I?
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[ why is he shooting rafayel
anyway pauses as he realizes something. sighs deeply. ]
When it's not 1 AM, I'm going to tell you how to be safely intimate with a guy.
[ we can handwave this but unfortunately he's realizing he needs to do this before yosuke goes home ]
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except hm. ah? hm. ]
... you know, I think that's my cue to go to bed. [ like yes, probably, but also please he wants to die even thinking about this. he will thank tobari later maybe. ]
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but that's about what he thought. he's not looking forward to it either but it's a necessity... ]
Ah. Go.
[ rises to help collect all the trash and put it away so that yosuke can collect what he actually brought in with him ]
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... thanks again, man.
[ and there's a bow of his head before he's letting himself out and scuttling off. good night tobari. ]